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Maladjusted
04:58
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The act of waking up & getting out of bed.. It's difficult for me - like getting out of my own head. For what? To do the same mundane routinely things day after day. And you have to do it. You have to cause no one will take care of you. No one but you. Living in or with your own head for too long and no one else around can cause you to never want to wake up. Every morning you wish you were back asleep. Sometimes you'll think it's pointless , or more often than not. But you'll try your hardest to see it through.
But waking up and getting out of bed.
It's like getting out of your own head.
You don't want to
Because it's comfortable.
There's no questions.
You already know it well.
You were the one that left my jaw deceived
And all the lies I carelessly conceived
And for all the apologies
That don't mean a single fucking thing
I see you all countlessly
You were all right about me
And with that being said I'm so sorry
Even if I didn't do a thing
Well can't you see?
(I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry. I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry)
We don't need to agree
(I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry. I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry)
Put a hit out on me
(I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry. I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry)
Your mistake that's always wrong
(I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry. I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry)
I'm Sorry
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Running
04:24
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So you found fresh air
but you're to scared to breathe
You think reaching is pointless
So you replied by vanishing before me
You took a part of me
And now you're on your own
Married to selfishness no wonder
You're alone
I've lost track of my mistakes
How could you with a void in place?
When that's the only thing
That you could place all the blame?
But what if it's me?
A scapegoat for all your sins.
A well so deep
That you can place all the blame.
You took a part of me
And now you're on your own
Married to selfishness no wonder
You're alone
I let you in, so don't harm me.
But you a poised weapon took a life.
You took the car, you fled the scene.
Was it worth it to take and leave?
Was it Justified
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Two Wrongs
04:55
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Our words were cutting each other
Clawing out at every weakness
And to share with all of you
My mouth couldn't help it.
So did I love you at all?
And I swear that it's all my fault
And I'm wasting my time on patience
Just so you could talk to me again.
Can I put on display?
A museum of dust, scars, and bruises.
Not that all of you would look back at me;
Not that all of you would reminisce and think.
I put my hands behind my head.
I was not telling the truth
And I came here to confess
I did this to hurt you.
So did I love you at all?
And I swear that it's all my fault
And I;, wasting my time on patience
Just so you could talk to me again.
(You make me hate myself)
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Goodnight
06:20
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Are you the sand I sunk inyo
Or the puppet whose strings you've pulled?
Can you stand up straight
When you're about to cave in?
Here I anticipate the day
I'm surrounded by apparitions
They're all fools and cowards
All of them, like me
How I long for her comfort
And her numbing embrace
So I bury myself in the cold
How she loves me so tenderly
This warmth lacks diligence
So give me your fictions hand
And I'd play make believe
Pretend that you wanted me
How I long for her comfort
And her numbing embrace
So I bury myself in the cold
How she loves me so tenderly.
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