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Marrow (Acoustic)
03:37
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How can you possibly miss
Something you never had?
If it wasn't physical
It was never in your hands.
The person I never was,
Fictitious was all you had
The problem isn't visible
How could you understand?
You gouge away to find
Bones and bad timing
Carbon monoxide
Bones and bad timing
How could you possibly miss,
Something you never had?
If it wasn't tangible
It was never in your hands.
And I will never have to find me
Cause I'm not going anywhere
And you will never have to lose me
Cause I'm going nowhere
You're not an anchor
But another concrete block
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Blend Me (Acoustic)
04:02
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He gives you flowers and a feeling like you're more.
The other doesn't give you a reason for you he adores.
Why can't you see the one who cares is there for you to keep?
And he wrote this line so he won't have to weep
Now pull the curtains so they can see the film
of you two together and the other standing still.
Now the heart is somewhere - a memory we once grew.
I ask this of you cause i know you took it with you.
Leave if you never wanted this. No gun is pointed at you.
Paint a picture and then blend me in. How could you?
Through the waters of red. Climb the mountains till I’m dead.
It’s never enough. You're in my head.
What’s done is done and you found him by your side.
Don’t waste your time. Be his beautiful bride.
He can see you everyday and he will never have to wait.
Like the move I made, but i was born to take.
Leave if you never wanted this. No gun is pointed at you.
Paint a picture and then blend me in. How could you?
Through the waters of red. Climb the mountains till I’m dead.
It’s never enough. You're in my head.
A shame you/she left him to himself
A shame you/she left him on the shelf.
A shame you/she left the other standing there
to cry and purge these words you won’t hear.
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I can't sleep tonight
I've been restless
Can't seem to make this right
And now I'm helpless
Show me how to relax
Tell me how to go on
How long can something last?
What else can go wrong?
What about the family? Is there a happy ending?
We already lost someone. Don't take another one.
How do you stay strong? Where have we gone wrong?
Has this just begun? Don't take another one.
How do you sleep at night
Taking someone's life?
Could I trade in mine?
Why him? Why them? Why?
Tell me how to relax
When there's nothing to keep
Can I bring you back
Before the sun rains on me?
So what's another one?
What about the family? Is there a happy ending?
We already lost someone. Don't take another one.
How do you stay strong? Where have we gone wrong?
Has this just begun? So what's another one?
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Running (Acoustic)
03:10
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So you found fresh air
but you're to scared to breathe
You think reaching is pointless
So you replied by vanishing before me
You took a part of me
And now you're on your own
Married to selfishness no wonder
You're alone
I've lost track of my mistakes
How could you with a void in place?
When that's the only thing
That you could place all the blame?
But what if it's me?
A scapegoat for all your sins.
A well so deep
That you can place all the blame.
Is that an excuse for you, the suspect?
You took a part of me
And now you're on your own
Married to selfishness no wonder
You're alone
I let you in, so don't harm me.
But you a poised weapon took a life.
You took the car, you fled the scene.
Was it worth it to take and leave?
Was it Justified
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Somehow you broke in
You took the space inside my head
Absorbed by you
You and only you
And I’m still on the shelf. You're still permanent.
And you're still blending me in. And you're still in my head.
Again you paint on my canvas
And I’m still not over it.
And I am not afraid to admit.
That I just learned to live with it.
(Grey)
With this seed I've sown
With my hands at your throat
What did I get myself into
I'll tear you in two.
So give me all control
And beg me to fit the mold
If my body and mind could be two
I could tell you the truth
Again you paint on my canvas
And I’m still not over it.
And I am not afraid to admit.
That I just learned to live with it.
Once again you chose not to leave
You found your way back to me
And it feels like-what do you want from me?
And Now I’m back in your painting.
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Goodnight (Acoustic)
05:01
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Are you the sand I sunk into
Or the puppet whose strings I've pulled?
Can you stand up straight
When you're about to cave in?
Here I anticipate the day
I find some closure
But I'm a fool and I'm a coward
It's not owed to me
How I long for a comfort
And a numbing embrace
So I bury myself in the cold
How she lies so tenderly
Your warmth lacks diligence
Don't give me your fictions hand
No more make believe
It all means nothing
How I long for a comfort
And a numbing embrace
So I bury myself in the cold
How she lies so tenderly
Is it like you said?
Is it like you wanted?
So don't say I am missing
When you don't even want me
I am haunted
by the absence of the body
And the death of the bonds
Is this how you wanted it to be
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Our words were cutting each other
Clawing out at every weakness
And to share with all of you
My mouth couldn't help it.
So did I love you at all?
And I swear that it's all my fault
And I'm wasting my time on patience
Just so you could talk to me again.
Can I put on display?
A museum of dust, scars, and bruises.
Not that all of you would look back at me;
Not that all of you would reminisce and think.
I put my hands behind my head.
I was not telling the truth
And I came here to confess
I did this to hurt you.
So did I love you at all?
And I swear that it's all my fault
And I'm wasting my time on patience
Just so you could talk to me again.
You were the one that left my jaw deceived
And all the lies I carelessly conceived
And for all the apologies
That don't mean a thing
I see you all countlessly
You were all right about me
Well can't you see?
We don't need to agree
Put a hit out on me
Your mistake that's always wrong
I'm Sorry
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Chill Trigger Los Angeles, California
Experimental Posthardcore
Emo
Emilio Lacap
Zach Skelton
Nick Imamura
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