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Blend Me
04:49
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He gives you flowers and a feeling like you're more.
The other doesn't give you a reason for you he adores.
Why can't you see the one who cares is there for you to keep?
And he wrote this line so he won't have to weep
Now pull the curtains so they can see the film
of you two together and the other standing still.
Now the heart is somewhere - a memory we once grew.
I ask this of you cause i know you took it with you.
(Chorus)
Leave if you never wanted this. No gun is pointed at you.
Paint a picture and then blend me in. How could you?
Through the waters of red. Climb the mountains till I’m dead.
It’s never enough. You're in my head.
What’s done is done and you found him by your side.
Don’t waste your time. Be his beautiful bride.
He can see you everyday and he will never have to wait.
Like the move I made, but i was born to take.
(Chorus)
A shame you/she left him to himself
A shame you/she left him on the shelf.
A shame you/she left the other standing there
to cry and purge these words you won’t hear.
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Grey
06:46
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You see my head’s a mess
Let me unlace your stress
We both know, we can't refuse
So then, I’ll tell you the truth
(Chorus)
With this seed I’ve sown
With my hands around your throat
What did I get myself in to?
I’ll you the truth
Bite to keep from screaming
Don’t you say you're leaving
We both know we can't refuse
So again, I’ll tell you the truth
And we’re just slaves to this desire
I’m telling you you're playing with fire
And I have my whole life
It’s closest I have to sunlight.
(Chorus)
And there’s no self control
Please beg to fit the mold
If my body and mind could be two
I’ll tear you in two.
You better look back at me
This is what you did to me.
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Exhale
03:29
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No concern for my health
I don’t deserve your help
I’d pull the trigger on myself
It’s okay - you know I will
(Chorus)
Why can’t I fade away?
Can you save myself from me?
Here I am, save me
I just wan’t to breathe.
Here I am digging my own grave
I don’t want to see
Here I am suffocating.
I just want to breathe.
Behind this wall of hate
Consideration is used as bait
You better look back at me (turn back and see)
That this is what you did to me
(Chorus)
I want a life; another one
I want a life; A different one
Like the one that I dreamed of
A one that doesn't involve me.
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Blend Me Again
06:00
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Somehow you broke in
You took the space inside my head
Absorbed by you
You and only you
And I’m still on the shelf. You're still permanent.
And you're still blending me in. And you're still in my head.
(Chorus)
Again you paint on my canvas
And I’m still not over it.
And I am not afraid to admit.
That I just learned to live with it.
You've painted many pictures
Although its not the right hue.
So you blend me in
You painted me fading to blue
(Chorus)
Once again you chose not to leave
You found your way back to me
And it feels like-what do you want from me?
And Now I’m back in your painting.
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Chill Trigger Los Angeles, California
Experimental Posthardcore
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Emilio Lacap
Zach Skelton
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